Italie 2012-14_La Conscience Cosmique

So the the enlightenment part of evolutionary enlightenment, the this the source of liberation is your awakening to the non-relative or absolute nature of this primordial desire to exist itself. So I use I use various different names. I interchangeably the energy and intelligence that created the universe and is creating the universe. Aeros the evolutionary impulse and the authentic self are all interchangeable. I mean they all they're all variations on a theme. They all mean something slightly different. But that is what God is within the context of evolution as I define it. So, how can any part of yourself that's trying to hold on to some fixed point of location, you know, to who to your own identity, you know, well, you know, it's my, you know, my my narcissistic postmodern personnel. No, that won't work because it you keep going back and you keep on going to these different layers, you know, of of who you are, your ethnic identity, you know, your religious identity, your national identity, your, you know, all these things. And you and you'll see that there's something else that's driving all of that which is the drive to exist itself which is more primary which is more primary than any any of these other levels of who you are. There's always that which is more primary in that which is compelling the whole process to emerge and to exist. That's what that's that's what's most primary. Do you follow? That which is compelling all of it. And that's from in terms of evolutionary enlightenment. That's what the self is. That's the authentic self. That's who you are. Everything else are products of the drive to exist itself. Right? They have been produced by the drive itself. But the drive is that which is most primary, that which is most fundamental, that which is most essential. That that that's it. So the drive is the deepest dimension of the self and of reality itself that you can go to on the becoming side of the model of being and becoming. It's the drive to exist is God. The drive to exist is the absolute subject. Do you follow? That's the source of liberation in evolutionary enlightenment. That's the source of liberation in evolutionary enlightenment. And it becomes if you awaken to it and according to how much you actually have your source of personal power because it's an it's an immortal and inexhaustible source of creative power and energy. So to whatever degree you're awake to it, you will be vibrating and pulsating, you know, at least to some degree with the enormity and the the the in the immortal and the insatiable nature of that dimen of that deepest dimension of the creative process. That's what you'll be vibrating with it and that's what's going to be driving you and compelling you. So your energy source, the source of yourself shifts. But in terms of the source of yourself to be free from history, your your sense of identification has to drop from all those other levels I described. They can be there but your fundamental source of identity has to ultimately be in an evolutionary context has to become nothing less than that which is driving the whole process the immortal uh uh the energy and intelligence itself that's driving it that's prior to it's always prior to anything and everything that it's created right anything and everything that it's actually given rise to the energy that's in intelligence right which is The urge to become, the insatiable drive to become, the evolutionary impulse that is primary. It's it's primary or prior to all of its everything it's created, everything it's produced, everything it's creating, everything it's producing. So it's always free. Therefore, it's always free because it's prior to from anything and everything it's creating. It's driving striving striving to give rise to this and that and the other thing and that which is new and a new possibility and a new potential. But the the energy that's driving it and intelligence is driving itself is always free from the products of its creative play and endeavors. It itself is free from it. You follow? That's why to become an evolutionarily enlightened individual, it's only through awakening to aeros itself itself and identifying with with say that is the source of my desire to exist. That's the source of the desire to exist itself. Right within manifestation is the deepest is the deepest is the deepest self I am and it's the purest because there's nothing there yet. There's only the desire to exist without any products yet. Only if that becomes to a significant degree your source of identification for who you are will you be able to be fundamentally or you know or reasonably free from all these other layers of yourself which are real. They're all they're all all the layers we talked about because you're going to be more identified with the energy and intelligence that is creating the pro is driving the process than you are with any particular products of the process itself in yourself and in the world around you. So you'll be more identified with the movement, the movement, the movement, the drive to become itself. And I always ask people this question. If you were God and you created the universe, would you be attached to what you had already created? Would you be more attached to what you'd already created? Or would you be more interested in what you hadn't created yet? So if you were God, if you were immortal, you wouldn't be attached to anything you created because you're always free from everything that you've done because you're God. You're already free because remember, and I described that as the nature of the impulse itself. Always, always, always. The nature of the impulse itself is always free from the products of its creation. Right? No matter what it creates, the impulse itself is always free from the products of its creation. If you are an I am that impulse itself, we're always free from the products of our own creation. And at the same time, all we're interested in is is creating that which is new paradoxically and simultaneously exactly at the same time. So the experience of cosmic conscience what it is is when you are awake to the possible. You see what's possible. You feel what's possible. You're a visionary. Visionaries are individuals who see beyond where most people see. Right? Great leaders, great heroes, great spiritual uh uh luminaries are individuals who are visionaries because they see beyond where other people see. They see potentials. They see potentials and possibilities way beyond what other people see. So the experience of cosmic conscience is you're awake to some degree and people are awake to differing degrees. You're awake to some degree of what's possible. You see what's possible way beyond what other people see. And what you feel is like an unbearable ache to give rise to what you see as possible that most other people don't see. It's it's like a burning. It's it's an un it's like being unbearably thirsty. that you see what a possibility is there and you feel there's an overwhelming you feel overwhelmed by the need for it to emerge and and also what you realize because you're an evolutionary is you realize that time is all we've got right time is all we've got and whereas in the traditional model of enlightenment time is what you want to be free from in the traditional model of enlightenment within the evolutionary model of enlightenment. Time is the is the uh is the most precious thing that there is because it's only in and through time that new potentials can emerge. And when you waste time, so much that could have happened didn't happen. That's what's unbearable to you. So much of what could have happened didn't happen because time was wasted. So I'm really talking about awakening to that thing itself and that and awakening to that itself as the source of yourself is the deepest source of yourself is what evolutionary enlightenment is based on what the new enlightenment is based on.