Evolution Morale

so so um so how this works is how how this is done how this step is taken is is through many of the steps we've been talking about the cultivation of clarity of intention Awakening to the authentic self for sure but then at the same time there has to be uh the intention to to morally evolve there has to be the intention to morally evolve okay and so that's an individual matter it's an individual matter okay does everybody follow so far what I'm saying so the how you evolve morally and how I how we have the moral development is really an individual matter and uh it's what spiritual practice it's what individual spiritual practice is really all about because nobody can evolve morally for you you can only do that for yourself nobody can morally evolved for you you can only do that for yourself so this the second two tenants the law Val ity and face everything and avo nothing are really about moral development the law of tionality says that I I choose I as be I as an evolving self I as an individual who wants to evolve from this uh postmodern uh uh World Centric from from uh from this oppos modern alienated World Centric self I want to evolve to this cosmocentric authentic self level development because I want to do because I want to take that step you're only going to do this if you want to take a big step you're never going to do this just for yourself the the narcissist is never going to evolve morally for himself or herself because it's hard but what I'm saying is it's possible through the cultivation of the of the authentic intention to evolve and through the heroic decision to authentically take responsibility for our own Karma uh that we can become dramatically different people that really have taken responsibility for ourselves right that means including all of our history that we've to such a significant degree that it makes that that there's a ra there's a radical not a relative difference but a radical difference a radical transformation into the kind of person we are it doesn't mean we're going to behave perfectly you know at all times in all places or all circumstances it doesn't mean there's not going to be moments of forgetfulness or unconsciousness or whatever it's not going to be perfect but there's going to be there's going to be an extraordinary difference you know not a small difference a really big difference see my point so as I was just saying just to make it clear here this Victim Because you see there's the law of tionality which is and here there's I am a victim so it's the posture of being the victim which the truth is as much as as bad as it feels we love it this morbid pleasure it's a morbid kind of pleasure which has to be renounced if any one of us is going to be an authentic agent of The evolutionary impulse of the authentic self a victim cannot be God incarnate and that's just the way it is and so and so the way the the way the quote unquote healing takes place you know in evolutionary Enlightenment is through the individual taking responsibility for all the pain all the suffering the reason you want to take the responsibility the reason you want to take the burden of your own suffering and your own Karma on your own on your own shoulders remember is because you care about the processes you're not doing it for you that's what makes a difference you're you're not doing it for you you're not doing it for yourself because as I said I've never met an individual who would do such a thing for themselves the reason you you you're willing to take it all on is because you care about the process and you know that the process won't be able to evolve in any kind of dramatic way unless you do that it's very simple so this is the step from the personal to the impersonal this is if you want to understand what I'm talking about it's a big deal it's not a small thing so what I'm saying is uh remember please keep in mind that once again as I said a few minutes ago the distinction I made the other day which is the authentic intention versus the intention the authentic intention versus the intention that isn't authentic the one is where you you know you think you want to do it but you really don't intend to versus the one where you actually do intend to and you will because you do people who intend to change people who don't intend to don't change and it's just that simple why it's not because of karma it's not because of past traumas in the end it's because because the thing is we all have to be ready now isn't it you know that's from the perspective of of the EV Evolution and evolutionary crisis so to speak times up I mean once you get it and once you get it and you really get it that's it you know you in other words from a certain point of view and some people I know find this kind of harsh there a time does come you know ladies and gentlemen in adult life when kind of time's up if you don't reach that point in your own adult development where time is up you know then you know you're just playing a game because you there has to be some you know one you decide when that moment is you know don't let me decide for you but all of you should just say when is the moment come in your adult life you know when time is up which at which point do you have to make the transition we spoke about day before yesterday from adolescent to adult human being so whenever that point comes and you decide right you decide when that point comes but that point does have to come if you're interested in the evolution of Consciousness when we take that leap from adolescent to mature human but the problem for so many of of for so many of us you know in this this pulse modern psychological alienate psychologically oriented alienated self is that that point never comes we don't even think about it coming but just think about it today when does the point come when you have to just stop and grow up you know you say well I'm not ready yet well when are you going to be ready I mean what is it that makes somebody ready actually you know what what is it things never work out the way you want them to and if things never work out the way you want them to the way you they you imagine them to be life is very unpredictable sometimes awful things happen which you didn't expect and other times wonderful extraordinary marvelous things happen that we didn't expect also things things can go terribly wrong quite often once in a while things can go un you know expectedly uh you know better than we could ever have ever possibly imagined believe me if you you are not willing to take responsibility for your own karma in the way that I'm speaking about in a in a in a in a really way that's unconditional you're not going to be ready for when something really great happens and most people I meet they're not ready for the kind of Glory that I'm talking about because they're not willing to take responsibility for their own Karma you have to be willing to take responsibility for yourself in order to make this world a truly extraordinary place so when marvelous things happen most people aren't ready for I'm not ready for that either and that stinks you know so my point is when will you be ready you decide don't let me tell you you you decide for yourself whenever the big moments going to come but I want to tell you you're never the moment it will never come when you will be ready in the way that you'd like to be it's just it's it's it's it's a big fiction so it just never happened so then there this kind of um there's there's just this crazy fictitious idea that you know we're all in a process of getting ready to be ready to be ready and so that a certain point when you're ready then you're going to be ready but it's not true it's it's never true it's never true it's never going to be true it's a complete lie so the insecurity the the sense of unworthiness the sense of unworthiness that the ego feels can't be an excuse and also you have to understand that the unworthiness that the ego feels from another perspective is just selfishness you see unworthiness the the experience or sense of unworthiness is just an excuse not to have to be ready right because if you feel unworthy you don't have to do it but if it's all about unworthy it's just about you it's not about the process remember there's a process that needs you so if unworthiness is your excuse right from a certain point of view you can say well you're just being selfish because what if what what if in spite of the ego's sense of unworthiness which is really just holding on to morbidity to a sense of being victimized to really a self a very selfish small-minded selfish orientation to life what if what if you had to do it anyway even if you didn't quote unquote feel ready now how would that feel that would feel absolutely terrifying completely overwhelming right right that's what the process is the process the life process is absolutely terrifying absolutely overwhelming that's the nature of it and it's never going to be different when whenever whenever you're looking at this in vertical context you see when you're going from lower to higher or even even it's even if it's more gradual there always